AAARRGGH!!!!

Well, I have to say I am the most angry today at Seth that I have been in a long time. In fact, in almost a year (he and I broke up for about a week &1/2 about a year ago). He's got it in his head that just because I don't eat as much as he thinks I should, I "might have an eating disorder". I mean, it's not like I don't eat, or that I eat and then puke it all up. I just usually only eat once a day, but I eat only when I'm hungry, and since I shrank my stomach (to get thin to look better for HIM) I don't need to eat as much to achieve fullness. And I still don't know if he started dating me for me or because I reminded him of Sara. She could pass as another sister of mine. She looks like a cross between me and Tasha, but taller and with a round face. He keeps telling me he got with me for me, and I know that in the thought process section, but the instinct section's going, "eh.....i dunno......" and it's starting to get depressing. :(( But I mean, how dare he accuse me of having an eating disorder!!! After all, he's smaller than I am, and he eats about ten times more than I do. I dunno, it just bugs me. But I'm gonna go play Zuma now.