AAARRGGH!!!
Well, I have to say I'm the maddest I have been at Seth since the week and a half this time last year that we were broken up. Meeting Sara went well, if you discount the fact that she looks like a tall cross between me and Tasha, but with a round face. And now I still don't know if he started dating me for me or b/c I reminded him of Sara. And about an hour before she showed up, he and I got in a huge fight over him saying, "You make me worry that you have an eating disorder." EXCUSE ME?!? I worked my ass off, both literally and figuratively, to lose wieght and look better for HIM (shrank my stomach) and now he's accusing me of having an eating disorder b/c it doesn't take as much food for me to function as it does him? I don't even think so! I don't even think, even after telling him he did, he realizes how much he hurt my feelings saying that. I ended up in the bathroom crying. And then he was talking about how he was sorry, he took it back, but he's concerned that I'm hurting myself. When he starts seeing blood, then he can worry. In the meantime he needs to just let me do my own thing, and he doesn't realize that just because he has to eat six times a day, that I don't. I dunno. I'm just all aaarrggh. But I'm gonna play solitaire now.
posted by Bree @ 2:04 PM
2 Comments:
At February 2, 2005 at 12:14 PM,
Bree said…
Yes, I know I have the same post twice, but it wouldn't load (or so I thought) the first time, so I redid it, and now there's two, so deal.
At February 4, 2005 at 9:50 AM,
linnymac said…
Well, personally I think the boy doesn't have a clue a lot of the time. I like Seth, but he really seems to just not get it. I don't think he's stupid, just a little self-centered (imagine THAT in an 18 year old boy) and he doesn't always know how to express himself. But, I also think he should put more faith in you. You're a bright, level-headed girl and I don't see any signs of an eating disorder. I'm very proud of your efforts to become healthier. It's gonna be easier to get there now and then stay there, then it will be later (trust me here). Tell him if he's really concerned about it he can talk to me and I'll get out my DSM and we'll check the symptoms of the eating disorders so he can rest easier.
Love ya.
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